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ELITE Vol.1, Issue 32, June 2021 ﺔﻴﺑﺮ #

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THE WORLD SHADOWS

Yossra Mohamed, FEPS graduate, Economics Department.

I grew up and I’m no longer concerned with the world ,.will forget me when I leave them, and when I
anymore, with all its ideas and beliefs, with all the absolute depart from them to more mature things, but I will
belief in the things that only led to the defeat of humanity, I not forget them and they will remain a spectrum
grew up and I stop waiting for tomorrow and childhood
dreams no longer haunted me, but rather they become an that accompanies me, I grow and my feeling grow
imagination swimming in the sea of the sky that would that the world will not stand for my sorrow, and
never meet with the earth. The world becomes smaller in that the earth will be flooded with the sun every
my eyes and despite the abundance of its sounds, it doesn’t day, and that the moon will not diminish for the
add anything to my ears. I look forward to knowing how the
world can be more burdensome for a person like me, a sake of my affliction, I grow and my feeling grow
person with a mind that does not leave anything without with me that life must be lived as it is, and not to
submerging it to the tiniest point, a mind that takes most of give things more than their size and not to think of
its time trying to find out its deeply rooted roots in the the inevitability of continuity for anyone or
history of the universe, I interact with the surrounding
although it does not enrich me and does not resemble me in anything, and that change is the constant law of
any way, I grew up and things begin to change, I try to life without exception, and that the shadows of the
overcome difficulties by convincing myself that everything world surround those who care about everything.
will pass, that loss is natural, and that change is the system I grew up and my vision to the world, to nature, and to the
of the world that does not hold mistakes, but all of that does goal of all of that changes, but my heart refuses to change; it
not change from what I feel, from what encompasses my prompts me to adhere to the last spirit of childhood and to
senses and my memory, and from what I dream for myself. .
I grow up and all things begin to take their natural place, I the best of my qualities in order not to lose myself from
stand on the borders of friendship lest I be betrayed from scrutinizing the vocabulary of the world scattered around
those I get familiar with, and on the boundaries of me, I grow up and my soul continue in resisting the change
relationships for fear that an unworthy person exploits my that is infiltrating it and surrounding its principles in an
heart that is open to all people, and on the boundaries of the attempt to recruiting it to the circumstances of the new
things that I love for fear of being captured by it and getting surroundings. I grow up and my biggest wish remains, not to
lost in its whirlpool, and on the boundaries of life for fear of grow, not to stop dreaming, and to keep my inner child
being immersed in it and forgetting the purpose of the entire supporting me and reminding me of my reality before the
existence. I stand on the boundaries of things because they world changes me, before it puts its sinister effects on my
heart.

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